great.haha i tried my name with a capital A and it went pride ago and dunno what. like durh. am i reallylike that? maybe sometimes i really am huh? but i guess only Daddy up there knows all. gotta seek Him. havent been doing that. really tired. really need His strength.God, i really need Your strength! i know i havent been leading my life the way You want me to, but i'll learn, i'll change, i'll pray. and i'll prayn i'll pray n i'll pray!!!

haha. ok for a really long time, there's been this dispute between peee, kartono and jason goh jin yang on my tag board. i really dunno what's going on. it seems lame tho. haha. it's a bit sad. i see senseless arguements. tsk tsk.

ok here's a short update. i've been doing nothing but stressing myself up n tiring myself out in school. get to go home early n i dont. stay in sch n play risk. n what do i do? go for band. stay late. up late. do assignments, try to stay awake in class. stressful. really. year2 is busy busy. cant wait for PnC to end. dunno why. looking forward for that day tho. cos it's gonna be a day full of fun, n our hard work finally getting made use of. well. erm. wonder if e hard work will pay off tho. i'm really really tired. really tired.

today attended e SWO concert. was good! was late. cos of 3 idiotic guys. i forgive them tho. haha. but they made me miss that piece i so yearned to hear!!!!!!!!! argh i so had to kill them! oh well. then again. i just scolded them.

Nic played his solo well. am proud of him~ it's like he was super nervous, i could tell. hehs. but hey Nic, if u see this, u now know yea, u did a great job, n i heard u!!! (=

ending off here. am tired.

.:Amanda:. has seen the light
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